This week's color is a light, metallic, silvery blue called "A-List". For now, I will simply say that it is there to remind me of one of my goals for this week, which is to DO MY FREAKIN' HOMEWORK!!! I have said before what a terrible procrastinator I am, but to tell the truth...I have a 4.0 right now, in my second to last semester. I do procrastinate, but it ends up being positive reinforcement when I end up the curvebuster (again!) anyway. I've realized that it's one of the main sources of my self-esteem (sad, yeah, I know). Anyway, this semester has been the procrastinator of procrastinators, and I'm starting to think I'm like one of those thrill-seekers who gets closer and closer to something that they're just not likely to survive. I'm all like, "look! I made an A on this 10-page paper even though I wrote it in the three hours just before it was due! That was AWESOME!" And I have to admit, it is pretty awesome. But someday (I don't think it's today, but it's coming) I'll wait too long, and I won't get an A. It's a highly insecure way of finding my limits. So of course I want to keep pushing to new heights (can I write a 10-page A paper in two hours?!? It's so tempting...!) but I really, really, really shouldn't. No. I shouldn't. It's not healthy. I'm sure. I mean I've been told. And I'm sure they're right and I'm wrong, I mean who has the 4.0 after a- oh, crap, that's me. *sigh* oh what a circular reasoning we weave...but seriously, this week, I really have to do my homework. I forgot why, but the nailpolish will remind me. To do my homework. Yeah.
Good luck to you all,